Falling

"You probably did something awful.

You're probably a terrible person

They probably don't like you."

These thoughts clouded my head as I stared up to the ceiling, trying to fall asleep.

All these "probablies" can be answered if I just ask but I don't have the courage to.

Instead, I let these thoughts overflow and consume me as I sink deeper into the cold dark pit of my own doubts and anxieties.